This is supposed to be the best year of my life. I'm 22, I am a senior in college, studying abroad in Australia. I have multiple job offers in Texas when I return to the states, I'll be graduating with a degree from Virginia Tech! I've been here a little over a month, finally settling in to a new culture, making some new friends, and I get a phone call.
My mom called Monday morning, just after I returned from a weekend trip traveling southern australia, to tell me she got a call from my Dr. saying my pap came back abnormal, with pre-cancerous cells, Interepithelial squamous cell lesions. I arranged for a colposcopy with a Dr. here in town in australia for sept 11.
My mom has suffered through biopsys and treatments for uterine leisons, my aunt had both her ovaries removed due to cancer. Both of their conditions didn't appear until they were in their early thirties (my aunt) or mid 40's (my mom)
The week has sort of gone by in a blur, I've been just numb really. But tonight it's starting to sink in. I want to go home. I want my own doctors. I want my friends and family. Worse, we are leaving for a 3 week vacation this saturday. Which means Ill get the results of the colpsocopy sometime while Im gone. I dont know if I actually want to results, or wait till I get back from school.
I know catching this early is good, but I know It had been almost 2 years since my last pap, just because of school and internships and travel. Now Im kicking myself. I can't stop thinking worst case scenerio. It scares me to death I might not be able to have kids.
Is there anyone out there as young as me dealing with this? Any advice?


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