my mother died from lyphoma 21 april 2013 (48 years and 2 days old)
I have written something in her remembering

Hi mom, why you are not here?
Do you have a son like me there?
You are the one, who gave me birth.
Why you have left me alone on this cruel earth?
You was my only host
You said that you love me most
I miss your smile and the anger
I miss your delicious dinner
I miss your cradle and its protection
I miss your every minor correction
I know that i wasn't the best son
But that isn't the reason to die so young.

English is my 3rd language, pardon my mistakes.